Saturday, November 19, 2011

Blessing In Despair

Please tell me I am wrong. Confirm to me that there is more to life than this. Give me a glimpse of hope. To settle all my disbelief in utter confidence. My fear of fading love. The notion of spiraling feelings disappearing. The spineless emotion when it's all over. The fate of love in the hands of a dice roller... Gamble. Gambling everything I had. A bluff face, a full house, no one could lose this bad. To lose it all... And yet to get back up from the fall. For there is hope. I just had to cope. My plans shortened my future. A blessed life in which I almost butchered. For there is a God who loves me more than life. He is the sole reason I am alive. So here it is, the tune I've been singing all along. Oh, wild world, I guess I was wrong.