You can't see what my heart wants to express.
You can't tell if I'm happy or depressed.
You wouldn't know what to do if you knew.
You wouldn't see the pain even if it grew.
You're blind to the lies right before your eyes.
You're kind but this bind is even tighter in my mind.
This inseparable connection to my past.
This fear of losing everything that was meant to last.
But I won't let it hold me back.
And I won't be determined by the things I lack.
These emotions you cannot see.
Are protecting me, to make you believe.
That every word I say is of sober thoughts.
Thinking it through till I'm over-thinking becoming distraught.
And yet I always refocus to my center core.
Who I am, what I plan to do flee from my pores.
And Im becoming everything I need to be.
So one day I could hold you close to me.
And never miss the sound of your voice again.
Feel the touch of your hand as my heart ascends.
And this high, this emotional out of body experience I feel when I'm with you is where I want to live.
So I'll take my chances and do the impossible and I'll give, and I'll give... And I'll give.
Praying one day, I may receive what is destined to me.
That place I call paradise, where it's just you and I.
So don't try to figure me out.
Just allow me to discover how.
To make my dreams a reality.
And let my emotions be a melody.
Constantly changing till it finds it tune.
And you'll recognize it very soon.
And my heart will reveal what it wants to express.
And you will be able to tell who I wanted to impress.
Just give it some time.
No, not yet. Just a little more time...
