Is it true
I ask myself
Is it real
I still can't tell
This world of lies
Can't hold this back
The truth I know
Is you're all I got
Something so good
Can't belong to me
So I slap my wrist
Because this can't be
Your eyes is all I see
Awake or in my sleep
And my heart still pounds
To rhythm of your sound
Given the greatest gift
This love is what I lift
Up to the sky
No, I can't deny
He gave me you
This much is true
That I love you
No one else will do
And today is the day
Allow me if I may.. to say
Happy birthday
To the love of my life
You're my biggest surprise
You make me feel alive
And hopefully in time
Everything will be fine
You keep being the hope
Just by keeping the faith
And I'll just grab hold to that rope
Until everything turns out okay.
You're one year older
You're one year wiser
Just stay who you are beautiful
And your life will be all things wonderful
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Friday, February 15, 2013
Your eyes can't see what my heart feels
My dearest.
How I miss you so.
The sound of your gentle voice.
The silly smile I get from your texts.
Seeing your stunning face on my screen.
Those moment we stay quiet on the phone.
And just let the world around us stand still.
And nothing else mattered.
Thousands of miles away still can't separate.
Halt on communication won't delegate.
On how I feel for you.
And what I wish I could do.
I wish I could send you letters.
Flowers.
Chocolate.
Presents.
The world.
Anything to show you how much I wish I was by your side.
To make you feel my love.
But our hands were dealt with this.
And this shall be overcome.
Love conquers all.
And my dearest, I still love you more today than any point I've known you.
Your words comfort me.
Never stop.
It keeps me strong.
So write alot.
And there will come a day.
I will stand up and say.
Be mine.
My valentine.
Until then, I will continue to wait for you.
Because my beautiful nina, there's none like you.
And you're friendship is what I miss most.
But I can't neglect everything else about your very essence.
And someday we'll sit at the beach coast.
And watch the sunset, taking in it's gorgeous presence.
Together.
Forever.
I love you best friend.
Till the very end...
How I miss you so.
The sound of your gentle voice.
The silly smile I get from your texts.
Seeing your stunning face on my screen.
Those moment we stay quiet on the phone.
And just let the world around us stand still.
And nothing else mattered.
Thousands of miles away still can't separate.
Halt on communication won't delegate.
On how I feel for you.
And what I wish I could do.
I wish I could send you letters.
Flowers.
Chocolate.
Presents.
The world.
Anything to show you how much I wish I was by your side.
To make you feel my love.
But our hands were dealt with this.
And this shall be overcome.
Love conquers all.
And my dearest, I still love you more today than any point I've known you.
Your words comfort me.
Never stop.
It keeps me strong.
So write alot.
And there will come a day.
I will stand up and say.
Be mine.
My valentine.
Until then, I will continue to wait for you.
Because my beautiful nina, there's none like you.
And you're friendship is what I miss most.
But I can't neglect everything else about your very essence.
And someday we'll sit at the beach coast.
And watch the sunset, taking in it's gorgeous presence.
Together.
Forever.
I love you best friend.
Till the very end...
Monday, February 4, 2013
You're never missed
You're never missed...
Is what I tell myself.
To be able to live life.
And to be able to stop. Thinking. All. The. Time.
About you.
And the things you do.
Even without you here.
It's like I fall more in love with you.
Realizing what you mean to me.
What it's like to potentially lose you.
Yet I don't even have you.
But it's like I can't live without you.
And truly be happy.
I fake a lot of smiles with my face when you're gone.
I express a lot of smiles in my heart when I'm with you.
Those mean more.
Those are sincere.
You mean more.
That's why I need you near.
And so I say you're never missed.
Speaking to myself.
So it may hurt.
And I can stop lingering in sadness.
But this depression is what makes me feel alive.
Because you're the light at the end of the tunnel.
Lying to myself is only hurting me.
Because a girl like you is impossible to duplicate.
Typical proverbs 31 woman.
Rarity in beauty inside and out.
So why pretend like you don't miss me.
So in the end I don't get hurt?
For some reason, my past is telling me to be careful.
But my future is telling me it's worth the risk.
I pray this is true.
I pray it's me and you.
Just us two.
We don't even have a clue.
But faith.
And patience.
And hope.
And love.
That's what we do have.
So, I pray I am missed.
Because you are deeply missed.
In my arms.
In my mind.
In my heart.
In my soul.
I can't wait till I see you again.
I can't wait to hear your voice.
I can't wait for another dance.
To find our rhythm to our tune.
In these coming days of June.
I long for a hug.
I dream of a kiss.
I desire for your love.
This love I found through my Savior.
Recognized it.
Living it.
Ready to duplicate it.
Unconditional love.
For you.
For me.
You're forever missed.
And you're not alone.
Every emotions you feel.
I feel too.
May God grant you the comfort He gives me.
Even if its temporary.
May it be enough to keep you strong.
Because Lord knows, I need His very hand to keep me from talking to you.
But in the end, I believe wholeheartedly we shall be blessed.
We shall live in His will.
We shall be His good works.
We shall be together.
We shall, oh God almighty, I pray we shall.
And so I go forward.
Taking it day by day.
Constantly keeping you in my prayers
Constantly hurting a little.
Anxiously waiting for that day.
For that marvelous day.
When we stand face to face.
When all obstacles are overcome.
And we face new challenges.
But together.
As one.
Always wanting immeasurable more.
Because we have a God can do immeasurable more.
Everyday.
And in Him, I have faith.
Through Him, I love you.
Is what I tell myself.
To be able to live life.
And to be able to stop. Thinking. All. The. Time.
About you.
And the things you do.
Even without you here.
It's like I fall more in love with you.
Realizing what you mean to me.
What it's like to potentially lose you.
Yet I don't even have you.
But it's like I can't live without you.
And truly be happy.
I fake a lot of smiles with my face when you're gone.
I express a lot of smiles in my heart when I'm with you.
Those mean more.
Those are sincere.
You mean more.
That's why I need you near.
And so I say you're never missed.
Speaking to myself.
So it may hurt.
And I can stop lingering in sadness.
But this depression is what makes me feel alive.
Because you're the light at the end of the tunnel.
Lying to myself is only hurting me.
Because a girl like you is impossible to duplicate.
Typical proverbs 31 woman.
Rarity in beauty inside and out.
So why pretend like you don't miss me.
So in the end I don't get hurt?
For some reason, my past is telling me to be careful.
But my future is telling me it's worth the risk.
I pray this is true.
I pray it's me and you.
Just us two.
We don't even have a clue.
But faith.
And patience.
And hope.
And love.
That's what we do have.
So, I pray I am missed.
Because you are deeply missed.
In my arms.
In my mind.
In my heart.
In my soul.
I can't wait till I see you again.
I can't wait to hear your voice.
I can't wait for another dance.
To find our rhythm to our tune.
In these coming days of June.
I long for a hug.
I dream of a kiss.
I desire for your love.
This love I found through my Savior.
Recognized it.
Living it.
Ready to duplicate it.
Unconditional love.
For you.
For me.
You're forever missed.
And you're not alone.
Every emotions you feel.
I feel too.
May God grant you the comfort He gives me.
Even if its temporary.
May it be enough to keep you strong.
Because Lord knows, I need His very hand to keep me from talking to you.
But in the end, I believe wholeheartedly we shall be blessed.
We shall live in His will.
We shall be His good works.
We shall be together.
We shall, oh God almighty, I pray we shall.
And so I go forward.
Taking it day by day.
Constantly keeping you in my prayers
Constantly hurting a little.
Anxiously waiting for that day.
For that marvelous day.
When we stand face to face.
When all obstacles are overcome.
And we face new challenges.
But together.
As one.
Always wanting immeasurable more.
Because we have a God can do immeasurable more.
Everyday.
And in Him, I have faith.
Through Him, I love you.
Saturday, January 19, 2013
Time Holds Your Answers
You can't see what my heart wants to express.
You can't tell if I'm happy or depressed.
You wouldn't know what to do if you knew.
You wouldn't see the pain even if it grew.
You're blind to the lies right before your eyes.
You're kind but this bind is even tighter in my mind.
This inseparable connection to my past.
This fear of losing everything that was meant to last.
But I won't let it hold me back.
And I won't be determined by the things I lack.
These emotions you cannot see.
Are protecting me, to make you believe.
That every word I say is of sober thoughts.
Thinking it through till I'm over-thinking becoming distraught.
And yet I always refocus to my center core.
Who I am, what I plan to do flee from my pores.
And Im becoming everything I need to be.
So one day I could hold you close to me.
And never miss the sound of your voice again.
Feel the touch of your hand as my heart ascends.
And this high, this emotional out of body experience I feel when I'm with you is where I want to live.
So I'll take my chances and do the impossible and I'll give, and I'll give... And I'll give.
Praying one day, I may receive what is destined to me.
That place I call paradise, where it's just you and I.
So don't try to figure me out.
Just allow me to discover how.
To make my dreams a reality.
And let my emotions be a melody.
Constantly changing till it finds it tune.
And you'll recognize it very soon.
And my heart will reveal what it wants to express.
And you will be able to tell who I wanted to impress.
Just give it some time.
No, not yet. Just a little more time...
You can't tell if I'm happy or depressed.
You wouldn't know what to do if you knew.
You wouldn't see the pain even if it grew.
You're blind to the lies right before your eyes.
You're kind but this bind is even tighter in my mind.
This inseparable connection to my past.
This fear of losing everything that was meant to last.
But I won't let it hold me back.
And I won't be determined by the things I lack.
These emotions you cannot see.
Are protecting me, to make you believe.
That every word I say is of sober thoughts.
Thinking it through till I'm over-thinking becoming distraught.
And yet I always refocus to my center core.
Who I am, what I plan to do flee from my pores.
And Im becoming everything I need to be.
So one day I could hold you close to me.
And never miss the sound of your voice again.
Feel the touch of your hand as my heart ascends.
And this high, this emotional out of body experience I feel when I'm with you is where I want to live.
So I'll take my chances and do the impossible and I'll give, and I'll give... And I'll give.
Praying one day, I may receive what is destined to me.
That place I call paradise, where it's just you and I.
So don't try to figure me out.
Just allow me to discover how.
To make my dreams a reality.
And let my emotions be a melody.
Constantly changing till it finds it tune.
And you'll recognize it very soon.
And my heart will reveal what it wants to express.
And you will be able to tell who I wanted to impress.
Just give it some time.
No, not yet. Just a little more time...
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